BLAHHHH

Really sick of not having a job. At the end of this week it's been 6 months. Not going to be a very happy Christmas this year. I can't even afford to buy gifts for the people I love and care about. And I'm sorry, all those people who say, "oh the recession has taught us it's not about gifts, it's about togetherness, blah blah blah"... well they can just shove it. They can probably still afford gifts, they're just using the economy as a self righteous cop out. Because from where I'm standing I feel like an absolute failure.