Hope Sinks

Hope sinks

That's right, instead of hope floating above all crap that's trying to weigh it down, it sinks as more and more crap piles on top of it.

I started my pt job and that feels good. But the hope of another job so that I can get off unemployment is what is sinking. I just keep feeling like I'm not truly qualified to do anything. Any time I do start to let myself hope, monday comes around and I have to apply for unemployment again. I signed up for classes, but now I have to pay for them. I can't find any information on grants to pay for it and I really don't want to take out student loans.... at least not for this semester. I can't even afford to do a payment plan unless I completely wiped out all my $$ for the downpayment. I HATE BEING THIS STRESSED ABOUT MONEY!!!!!

Not completely unemployed

Well, now i won't be completely unemployed. I'll be "under-employed" part time. I got a job in a coffee shop which as long as I don't make too much, will still allow me to collect full unemployment. I'm looking forward to at least having something to wake up for and possibly having a job that's "fun" again.