Hope sinks
That's right, instead of hope floating above all crap that's trying to weigh it down, it sinks as more and more crap piles on top of it.
I started my pt job and that feels good. But the hope of another job so that I can get off unemployment is what is sinking. I just keep feeling like I'm not truly qualified to do anything. Any time I do start to let myself hope, monday comes around and I have to apply for unemployment again. I signed up for classes, but now I have to pay for them. I can't find any information on grants to pay for it and I really don't want to take out student loans.... at least not for this semester. I can't even afford to do a payment plan unless I completely wiped out all my $$ for the downpayment. I HATE BEING THIS STRESSED ABOUT MONEY!!!!!
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Well, I'm no longer a running bride to be..... just a running newlywed jogging into married life. Looking forward to what my first years of marriage will bring....
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Out of work, out of shape, lab geek turns into a part-time barista, running bride-to-be. Further metamorphosed into a running newlywed barista and bank teller! Finally coming full circle and returning to my passion - laboratory work. Still running and training for various distances and races.
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