when it's no longer worth it

I'm hitting that wall at the coffeeshop. I put in a soft notice. It took all weekend for me to work up the nerve to even do that! What I was leaning toward being a hard 2 week notice, was instead turned into the soft notice. It really was the best option and fortunately its the type of job that doesn't demand me to have an answer right away. So this morning after turning in my schedule from the bank for the next 3 weeks I mentioned that I understand if I can't be on the schedule and when I have a better idea of where my life was going, I'd be able to let him know more.

I just keep coming back to the thought "if I'm so unhappy, why do I keep doing it? There has to be more I can offer the world" Deep down I think i'm scared. I don't like change and its kept me rolling with my current situation for many months longer than it should. So my mission is to refocus. Life is too short to keep up what I'm doing and I will never be able to move forward in life if I don't change something.